I look out beyond this field of Green,
Still nothing is as it may seem,
Yesterday has come and gone.
Inside my mind I’m lost as I’m trying
to find where I belong.
My eyes are often filled with tears,
Dear God how do I stop these lasting fears?
I know I need to stand tall and to stay strong
But these days seem to be too long.
I’m trying so hard to fit in
So tell me is she my enemy or is she my friend
The road ahead of me seems as dark as night
Yet I know I must not give up
I must continue this fight
Lord, for too long I didn’t feel your love
All my praying and crying just wasn’t enough.
I wasn’t listening, I couldn’t see
All my selfish thoughts were centered on me
I hated it when I came to this place
Frustration made it hard to see your face
I need You, Lord! I cried to you